Healed by desire

All of my life, I have been so terrified of coloring outside the lines.
My mother's words of never making myself the subject of gossip, is printed so deep inside me, but that has only given me a boring life and a cheating husband.
I want to feel passion and affection. I want more than just vanilla sex on rare occasions. I want to be free.
But do I dare to take the change, when Alex comes along?
All of my life, I have been so terrified of coloring outside the lines.
My mother's words of never making myself the subject of gossip, is printed so deep inside me, but that has only given me a boring life and a cheating husband.
I want to feel passion and affection. I want more than just vanilla sex on rare occasions. I want to be free.
But do I dare to take the change, when Alex comes along?
He is the answer to all my prayers, but he is also younger than me.